Before my two beautiful children were born, my husband and I experienced 7 miscarriages. Our last loss of twin boys was by far the most painful. At about 5 mths, my water broke and I was placed on strict bed rest for 3 ½ months. We lost our first twin a week after being placed on bedrest. And although we did everything possible, our second son did not survive past 26 weeks, due to severe hemorraging.
As a result of this traumatic event, I entered into a state of deep depression that consumed me. It was indeed the darkest and most challenging experience I have ever had to endure in my life. I thought getting divorced from my first husband was difficult, but honestly, that was a walk in the park compared to this loss. My limiting beliefs had me thinking and believing:
That I was being punished for having left the religion I was raised in.
That I was not worthy of bearing children,
That I would never be able to hold a live baby in my arms, and
That I was damaged.
Going to baby showers or meeting up with friends who where expecting became unbearable! In my mind, it seemed like everyone was pregnant or enjoying a growing family, except ME!
For a LONG time, I felt detached from my true self because I was sourcing my life from a space of pain, self-pity, and disempowerment. I was looking for external reasons, events or things, in order to make sense of why I was experiencing this pain.
In classic victimhood mode, I wanted to blame someone or something for my pain! Life was happening to me, not for me. And as a result, I allowed my pain to dictate my every mood. My relationship with my husband and everyone around me began to be severely impacted.
The day that my twins were to have been born was especially hard. I allowed myself to relive the event all over again… playing it in my mind like a horror movie. The pain in my heart was so great that for a moment, on that day, I wanted to end it all. Thankfully it was only a ‘passing’ thought. But THAT was my breaking point.
In that moment I realized that I had two options… I could remain the victim, or I could take FULL RESPONSIBILITY for my experience and use all of that discomfort and pain as fuel to transform my thoughts about my situation. That was the moment thatI decided to let this painful period in my life became the catalyst for my personal transformation.
Like You, I Have Been There ...
I know what it’s like to feel stuck and wonder if this is as good as it gets.
I know what if feels like to have many things going for you, yet inside you feel empty, unhappy and unfulfilled.
I also know what it’s like to struggle with challenging professional or personal relationships and to desire more confidence and self-esteem.
Like you, I longed to experience less stress in my personal and professional life, but didn’t know how to go about achieving it.
That is UNTIL I figured out what the secret to living a more fulfilling life was!
I have been where you are now and am living proof that you can come out of it, feeling powerful, strong and happy!
I have dedicated every single day of the last 15 years to my personal growth and emotional development by immersing myself in many different healing modalities, schools of thought, and trainings, seeking enlightenment and personal empowerment. And athough I consider myself a work in progress – because as long as we are breathing, we have the capacity to grow – I have learned the needed tools to be able to master my mind to the point where it does not control ME… I control IT!
Now I want to share what I’ve learned with you! My experiences and trainings qualify me to assist you in reaching your true potential.
Let me show you how!
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I work with people who aren't where they want to be yet, but won't settle for less than their full potential. I work with individuals like YOU who are brave enough to define their own journey and who are READY to bring more balance, mastery and fulfillment and joy into their lives, in a way that honors their mental, emotional and spiritual well-being. If you're willing to do the work, then you deserve the opportunity to earn your dream life. For many people, coaching is the key that unlocks that opportunity. I know why this work is worth it, because I've been there and now I want you to experience the same levels of self-mastery. Let me show you how!